Technically Father’s Day was yesterday and I woke up with the memory of buying my dad a gray tie to wear once for Father’s Day Sunday service and him promising to us (my mom and me) that he was coming home and was going to attend. I was probably 9 or 10. He didn’t. Or… Continue reading Billie Holiday
I think this time around hurts me more for some reason the pain of being in this relationship doesn’t stop and I can root it all to him cheating on me when I was getting my life together him having feelings for Kelsey and continuing to low key pursue that when he was in a… Continue reading Love Galore
It’s hard & I want to cry because the argument today brought up hard memories. how can you say you love someone who you’ve hurt continuously? THATS what I don’t get and will never get. Why did he do all the things he did to me? I just don’t understand. I’m just hurting myself here.
I just keep thinking about how much I love him despite everything and in a way I’m the strong person I am today because of him. I built myself up so much every time he broke me down. I’ve recently gotten back into reading and I believe that this is my hobby, my favorite pass… Continue reading Ruby Red
I had a breakdown in the shower yesterday and I don’t remember how it started or even doing it until manny was holding me but he wasn’t comforting and I lately haven’t been able to feel that, maybe it’s a phase but ever since we went to the beach, I just haven’t been able to..… Continue reading Lilac
The Get Down was probably one of my favorite Netflix shows, it was SO good and just to have it canceled, while 13 reasons why gets renewed? I’m legitimately upset over this. Like honestly so upset. Besides those news, today was a pretty good day with manny, he was so loving throughout the day and… Continue reading The Get Down
Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice, with every guy I turn down. When Kayla and I hung out, her friend was there too and he took an interest in me and we kind of just “clicked” but I was just being me, social, nice and friendly… he later told her that he… Continue reading undersanding